Its only a Friday !!!

I was going through my earlier blogs when I read the last post I had…and its just one of those same old days when I have nothing better to do than read what I have written..I have a very short term memory, and so, reading what I have posted helps me understand better as to where I have been and what I have been through…. anyhoo, here’s the post I so easily copy pasted from my blogspot thingy….and I still feel the same way about everything like I did when I posted it then….

So, not really in a good mood today, good depending on what you think is good – smiling and jolly, or contemplative and seriousness, or crazy and delusional, or any other category you have in which GOOD MOOD falls into. Nothing major though, just one too many thoughts contradicting each other, one trying to overshadow the other, and just too many to keep a count on…It’s like a volcanic eruption – everything erupts at once, and within moments, destroys everything it comes in contact with. This whirlwind of thought process in your head and you don’t know what to do with it, which to listen to, which to ignore and which to do away with. No, this is not frustration, neither an outburst, nor a complaint. I’d like to think of it as more of creating space for other ideals, that will also eventually end up as a disappointment – Yes, the HUMAN RACE is what I am talking about, and letting go of the misery – (I’d have used HATRED, but it’s just a bit too strong, and it’s not hatred, anyways) or how others have failed living up to the expectations or simply, haven’t even thought twice about the simplest of matters and just moved on with the flow, just too shallow – that you held on for so long, it started poisoning you from the inside and the venom kept sucking the life out of you, and yet, you chose not to act upon it, rather just see it happen from a safe distance and then, move on with your ohh-soo-precious life and all of its mundane, unworthy moral values.

Circling lives around one single thing – relationships, work, money, power – whichever appeases your appetite for happiness, is just not a way to spend your life, at least as far as my knowledge extends up to. I am not trying to decide how you should lead your life. I neither have the knowledge, nor my fair share of experience – anything at all to let me be in a position from where I can judge you or ask more of you. But I think I am entitled to my opinion, and in my opinionated world, you are just a breed of those who will have lived and died in vain. And no, I am not asking you to go and change the world, haha, that would only make me a nincompoop in a land of not-that-brilliant-either society, and yes, I am generalizing the society as it is – selfish, conceited, self-invested, and immoral, so if you fall out of the society as it stands in my view, my apologies to you. Just try to make yourselves better, or the world around you a bit less infected. Contribute whatever you can, and contribution is not limited to monetary relief or goods. Limit the use of plastic bags, or walk to a place ten minutes away – these are the simplest of things everyone of us can do. Emphasize on Reuse and Recycle, yes, it is possible and beneficial. Change lives if its within your reach – feed a hungry, help teach a child, or just pass on any thing you learn on to others, for a small act of charity will go on a long way. Humanity is the only way towards pure satisfaction, and even if your attempt has no big visible impact, you will be making a difference, YES you will. Even I am not alarmed nor that motivated neither remotely capable of changing the world, but I do think about it and I am willing to work on it, towards motivating myself to “practice what you preach”.